May 22, 2005
" i need a sure thing"
sigh..
my life is always so predictable. I don't understand it either. So.. from now on im just not going to do anything, so i can't predict the outcome
sounds like a good plan to me. This was probably the shortest relationship i've ever had, but this is definitely one of the more hurtful ones. I cried for a while.. and then i realized how silly i was. lol. I'll be okay. I always am. and i guess a lot worse things have occured and i've delt with them just fine.
I called Ty tonight and talked to him. It was good. I miss him so much. And we talked about how he's not going to love dakota because hannah and i said so. lol Plus, i think shechaniah and i made it pretty clear to him why he SHOULDN'T love her. HA! lol Oh lord.. i'm about ready to go to bed. I'm really tired. Emily is grounded. She got her mustang taken away. How sad.
ugh im going now..
my life is always so predictable. I don't understand it either. So.. from now on im just not going to do anything, so i can't predict the outcome
sounds like a good plan to me. This was probably the shortest relationship i've ever had, but this is definitely one of the more hurtful ones. I cried for a while.. and then i realized how silly i was. lol. I'll be okay. I always am. and i guess a lot worse things have occured and i've delt with them just fine. I called Ty tonight and talked to him. It was good. I miss him so much. And we talked about how he's not going to love dakota because hannah and i said so. lol Plus, i think shechaniah and i made it pretty clear to him why he SHOULDN'T love her. HA! lol Oh lord.. i'm about ready to go to bed. I'm really tired. Emily is grounded. She got her mustang taken away. How sad.
ugh im going now..
